Rob’s mom has been in the hospital for the past two days, and I’m worried sick over it. Still not sure how worried I should be, since reports about how she’s doing conflict. Is this muy serious, or merely a bout of food poisoning? Rob and I don’t know whose report to trust, and he’s decided to assume the best and let his aunt and uncle handle the situation. I’m following suit since my nerves and immune system are too frayed to do anything else.
Right about now is when my self-deprecation and feelings of uselessness chisel holes straight through my soul.